|*28th March' 06*|

Haven been sleeping well this pass few days. Kept tossing around, and start to dream. I don't have the habit of dreaming. I don't think it's good to dream. Not as if the dreams are really pleasant. Makes me tired. Ordered a laptop, hopefully everything is done smoothly and I'll get my product soon.

"The moth who finds the melon finds the cornflake always finds the melon" <-- nice phrase but I don't really get it..=\

[Becca isn't feeling Great at all...]

|*24th March' 06*|

Results are disappointing due to that D+ for core module, damn! Spoil my result slip. Grr!!! Anywayz..overall looks gud, but due to that i couldn't get a 3.o for GPA..kns..=(

Haiz..things happened and I'm sinking. Can cry anytime, if not careful probably I'll get knock down by a car or something.

|*22nd March' 06*|

Woke up at 1pm today, stayed at home for the whole day. Felt very restless.. Played The Sims 2, watched Pride with bro den played Sims 2 again.. haiz.. restless... Going to look for a laptop in school tmr with my bro..
Didn't do anything much lahs..just slack my time away. SIGHz...=(

"I feel like I'm drowning
my heart seems to start crying
and my tears threaten to fall anytime..."

It rhymes eh?

|*21st March' 06*|

Tuesday is really a tiring day, quite fun though. Practice cello till 10pm..wahx.. actually preparing for annual concert so must practice hard noe.=) Anywayz, I had fun practicing my pieces but still need to brush up certain parts lo..hmm.. ard 2mths plus to the concert, hee..Jia You!=D

My shoulders starting to itch le..but can't really scratch coz it hurts..haiyo..-.-" Sunburnt, been applying a lot of moisturising cream on it, hopefully it won't peel. Still a bit red and hurts a little.

P.S I Really Miss U.. =(

|*20th March' 06*|

Went shopping in town with WX today. Last minute decision lahs..got the message in the morning..hehe.. WX u really spend A LOT!!! *FaInTz* kk.. I got myself a tank top, T-Shirt and a "sweater". Hmm.. ok lahs..at least got something today. Reached home around 7:30pm, am home alone, watched Campus Super Star.. 1st time able to watch it..lolx..

Anywayz..if it weren't for my CCAs commitment, I would have an easier time looking for a job..sighs..

|*19th March' 06

Been busy with stuffs in my cca..It's not easy being a secretary, perhaps it's just how to handle it properly.. Well, for gudness sake if any1 of u think that i'm starting to speak out becoz of my post den u're so wrong, dun ever mistaken me for that.

My dad has been asking me to work, ask me to teach piano especially, but i just dun 1.. grrr.. it's gud allowance lahs but den it's just not my thing..especially teaching young children..huh..=\ perhaps there's a problem with me..-.-" I have ccas at night on weekdays, class and cca on saturday, how to find a job tt suits me haiyo..faintz.. plus i still find tt i haven really got out of my internal barrier ..-.-" tsk tsk~

Went to Sentosa on thursday, with ja,zz and vette, thought I won't burnt my shoulders but den I burnt it again..haiz.. shouldn't have stayed in the waters for so long..=\ sianz...now pain..darn pain..red as well..Ouch! haiz.. It'll probably peel soon..grrr!

I'm sorry if I've displease you....

"the Questioner"

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.


"I am affectionate and skeptical"


Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

• Be direct and clear.
• Listen to me carefully.
• Don't judge me for my anxiety.
• Work things through with me.
• Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
• Laugh and make jokes with me.
• Gently push me toward new experiences.
• Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six

• being committed and faithful to family and friends.
• being responsible and hardworking.
• being compassionate toward others
• having intellect and wit
• being a nonconformist
• confronting danger bravely
• being direct and assertive
  

What's Hard About Being a Six

• the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
• procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
• fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
• exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
• wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
• being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations
  

Sixes as Children Often

• are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
• are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
• form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
• look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
• are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent
  

Sixes as Parents

• are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
• are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
• worry more than most that their children will get hurt
• sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries
  

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

|*4th March'06*|

Exams are over, 1 mth plus of hoildays befor my yr2 sem 1 starts..wee..!! Hmm..wonder if i'll be working this time..lolx.. Ohh well.. Went to Timbre with fee, met ed,zx,lucus n jesslyn there, basically afua peeps lahs.. Sat down there talking,catching up with each other's lives. Plus upcoming afua events hehe.. Orchard Jam is coming again! But..I don't think I'll be able to Help.. *sObz*coz 3rd and 4th week of June is Study and Exam week..Ohh well..it's during the weekends though..hmm..Lolx! Well Timbre is a musicbristrobar, located behind the substation which is like a corner open space behind shophouses. A LOT of trees..lolx...but they created the ambience of the place,with candle lights from the tables, and a gud band playing on the stage.I didn't see any age limit, any1 can come in and out,but most of the pple there I saw are in their early 20s,uni students and working adults.
Going there doesn't show that I'm heading to the Wild side. Perhaps the time is late for me i agree,but I know who I am with,decent pple,respected pple,but still I know I have to be cautious in everything.Pls understand.